Hi, i lost my close friends ( groups of them ) because of this fight with a girl and like they side with her because idky? I apologized , she accepted it but the groups isn't what it useed to be because none of them talk to me much , only sometime quite rare, i been feeling quite sad for like a month because of this crap, and i might be selfish because i still try to apologize to them and follow them ( like a goddamn dog im sorry ) and that because im scare of asking teachers question alone , so i need them to you know.. ask teachers question together? I mean , it's my final year of high school so ofc i shld focus on studies, but without like them, i can't like ask teachers question alone because im shy. Is it better for me to ask the teacher beforehand to meet up alone? I really want to go to a good college and im trying to stop being upset about this friendships because they just don't care about me and i feel that theyre toxic, please thankyou. I would apreciate it alot xx
EDIT : so i ignore those people that harm me and gather my courage to find teachers to get help with? wont they get annoy cause im the oni one they need to help lol
