This is totally normal, its called vaginal discharge, Its normal for it to be white, clear, pale yellow. This means since youve had it for 2 months, you will probably get your period around 4-10 months. :)

PS. If its ever brown, youve started your period! :D

Try looking up on google "hot celebs" or something like that. Try to fall in love with someone and dream about him. Try to have a little variety, and move on and say "eh hes old" and just go with whatevers current. :)