Yes, you will still go to heaven. Unfortunately, your deliberate sinning means that you have not had a revelation of what Christ did on the cross.
God loves us perfectly. If you kill yourself, you won't go to hell. God respects your free choice. The only thing that will happen as a result is that a lot of people (particularly your loved ones) will get hurt emotionally. Look to God for help. Don't kill yourself.
I agree that Baptism is a public declaration of your commitment to Christ. But baptism does not bring you salvation. Believing that Jesus Christ is the son of God who died on the cross and took your sins away ONCE AND FOR ALL is what saves you. Jesus said I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH … Read more