Joel Lloyd Calija
Joel Lloyd Calija answered cynthia shumaker villanueva's question
I blocked my memories from around 4 years old to about 8 or 9 years old. I disturbing flashes, but they happen randomly. Now I am studying my families history and I'm finding out a lot of things that my family are involved with. And well I have seen patterns in almost every generations. Then there are rumors of our family is cursed. And it gets even crazier then that. But everything I try to remember, its gives me a headache. it feels like there something there the should be obvious to me or something is right in front of me but I see and understand nothing.  please help 

Hello Cynthia,

I'm not a perfect or an expert person, I just want to say this because I also experience what you're up to now.

I can only say this words to you.

"Forget about the past and move on"

I hope it helps :)