I had a passed that wasn't good.Change my life around on 07/05/05 on moms B-Day.Been clean & sober almost 8 1/2 years.I live with mom and take care of her.She's 76.I have C.O.P.D and major back pains from a drunk driver who hit me 30 years ago when he hit me from behind when I was sitting at a red light on a motorcycle.And had 3 heart attacks & have 3 stints.Life is hard.I do it a day at a time.